tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3878064422220217351.post858026415024865124..comments2023-09-02T09:13:44.560-05:00Comments on <b>J'AIME MOI</b> (LUVIN ME): The Curse of My GiftLuvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07744362733637353928noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3878064422220217351.post-54522759233061641642010-02-17T20:54:27.720-06:002010-02-17T20:54:27.720-06:00@Chic Mama,
it's funny what we repress or for...@Chic Mama,<br /><br />it's funny what we repress or forget about..since therapy there are a lot of things that i had stored away that i had forgotten about.. and i agree it's like pandora's box, once you open it, it's no turning back.<br /><br />but i am good. the more i face and acknowledge things the less they replay in my brain.Luvhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07744362733637353928noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3878064422220217351.post-15147182908742370652010-02-17T13:59:13.988-06:002010-02-17T13:59:13.988-06:00Weird....my son has exactly the same 'gift'...Weird....my son has exactly the same 'gift'...he says he can remember every conversation he's ever had and has a photographic memory like you. He can learn things very quickly for exams. <br />I on the other hand seem to have erased some things from memory....for a while and then when something bad happens everything comes back to haunt me. I liken it to a box being reopened. I'm sorry you are being tortured by these memories. I'm wondering if something like hypnosis would help but I expect it may not be available for you? <br />Thinking of you. xxChic Mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01803588856685163353noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3878064422220217351.post-7318255513729190852010-02-16T22:37:57.429-06:002010-02-16T22:37:57.429-06:00@ Blu Jewel,
thank you so much for reaching out t...@ Blu Jewel, <br />thank you so much for reaching out to me. I definitely will be emailing you. i also have started having memory loss...it's so weird i have to write the littlest thing down.. that is also how i knew that enough was enough and that i needed to get to the root of my evil first.<br /><br />i told you that when i read your blog i see where i want to be..where i am headed...where i am going.. there is so much that i have been holding in and carrying..so much that i have to let go or my eyes are gonna close sad.<br /><br />thank you again. you will be receiving and email from l8r_4luvLuvhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07744362733637353928noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3878064422220217351.post-14686565525502121462010-02-15T18:29:30.064-06:002010-02-15T18:29:30.064-06:00Well, if it's of any comfort to you and I trul...Well, if it's of any comfort to you and I truly hope it is; I've experienced almost the very same thing. I've always had the spirit of discernment and I able to be keenly aware of things and people around me. My father enhanced it with all his shady shenanigans of which my siblings weren't aware of. This same gift became my curse and I began to be chastised for it and I forced myself to shelve it and in some ways dumbed myself down.<br /><br />I also had the ability to remember amazing amounts of information as you did; however, as a result of suppressed/repressed trauma resurfacing at a time when I was going through an emotionally traumatic time in my life (then marital woes), I now have a huge memory gap. I have a hard time now remembering certain times, dates, event, etc. because I could no longer handle anything. <br /><br />As I've mentioned is some of my posts, I used to self-mutilate so I used that as my defense mechanism to deal with just about everything that was making me crazy.<br /><br />Honey, you need to work through what you're going through or it's going to eat you alive. Trust and believe I KNOW your pain. I've lived your very pain. Yes, I know what it's like to become a victim in a place where you were supposed to be safe. <br /><br />If you're willing, reach me via email blujewel@comcast.net net and we can go from there. I'm tired of women suffering in silence or suffering at all as a result of trauma. You are safe with me and I want to help you.<br /><br />Just let me know.Blu Jewelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09850562981453356321noreply@blogger.com